my biggest goal is to be positive and happy (I’ve been feeling so depressed ) and strong for my family. I’ve been trying so hard to get through the heat and aches and pains of carrying my twins, From my dad being diagnosed with the C word and my grandpa having heart issues, 
the biggest thing that’s been really pushing me and giving me the energy is not only my daughter but my grandpa who just just turned 82 this week! He Is the cutest, tells everyone he’s staying around for “his” twins to be born and to be able to hold them.
My family is my strength and I’m so blessed to have them specially my grandpa this summer. 
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First of all mama I want to tell you that you are incredibly strong for everything you are living through and overcoming day by day, thank you for opening your heart with us, I know it is not easy and even though sometimes we feel like we cannot solve anything here we are to accompany you on this path, it is admirable how you find strength for your family especially for your grandfather and your children, honestly what a privilege that he gets to meet the twins, I am with you and I am sending you a lot of love and I just want to tell you that everything is going to be okay, try to live one day at a time, I know it is hard but we are here with you supporting you
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Aww What a privilege to have your grandfather at 82 years old, my grandmother is around that same age and even though I am far from my family I always keep her in my heart, seeing your post actually made me cry a little because it makes me value family even more, and even though my children and my husband are my only strength here far away I really identify with you, I am with you
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I am so sorry to hear about your family’s health issues. I know that must be so hard! That is so sweet how grandpa says he’s sticking around to hold his twins. I bet he will be able to!! Hopefully he can find a good solution to treat his heart issues. My mother-in-law is 84, and had bad heart issues a few years ago. We thought she wasn’t going to make it, but she had a pacemaker put in and has some medications she takes for it, and she’s still going strong! So don’t give up hope! She also beat the c word 5 years ago. The technology and treatments they have nowadays are becoming more and more advanced. I hope your dad is able to beat it! Your daughter is so adorable by the way! You’re so strong for your family! I hope things start going better
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You are so strong momma! I am sorry that you are having to deal with all of this and while your pregnant with twins. You don’t always have to be strong I hope you have someone that you can lean on as well so you don’t feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders. That is precious that your grandfather is holding on for those babies he loves them so much already! My grandpa was the same way when he saw my babies he lit up and would hold them the whole time and not share 
unfortunately he passed a year before my last baby was born and he didn’t get to meet her but I think about how much he would have loved her all the time. I am praying for you, your grandpa and dad.
I wanted to share these verses with you,
Rejoice in our confident hope. Be patient in trouble, and keep on praying. Romans 12:12
I hold you by your right hand- I, the Lord your God. And I say to you, “Don’t be afraid. I am here to help you.” Isaiah 41:13
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You are so welcome I was reading this book this morning and those stood out to me and after I read your post I wanted to share them with you
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I’m so sorry you are going through all this. Staying positive it’s a great goal. Life can get overwhelming especially when you are pregnant. Hang in there. I pray your grandfather can beat c words butt!
Love the scripture you shared
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I can’t begin to imagine everything you’re going through. The strength and resilience you have is astounding! Praying for you and your family for peace and comfort
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I love this how beautiful!!! We are trying so hard to figure out a way to go see my only living grandparent (grandpa) but I’m so scared to fly with a baby! Fingers crossed we can make it work
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I needed those! God bless you 
