Why did I have the biggest scare my little guy would scream to the top of his lungs and not want to latch!! This had me sad all day come to find out he was feeling bad due to constipation so he just did not latch! Once he finally got to go he was searching for me and that made me feel better I was so hurt like what have I done wrong.Long story short first time breastfeeding and to be honest it scared me I thought I would be his comfort while in pain. This is a bonding time with my son and a first time out of 4 children being able to actually commit to it and follow through for my baby so I am happy Iām learning different signs!