My girl is 3 Months old and sleeping longer through the night. I don’t wake up every 2-3 hours to feed her, I only wake up to her when she cries and wants to eat. I have alarms set to wake up and feed, even if she doesn’t. But somehow I never hear them go off, and when I wake up to her crying to eat they are somehow not on; like the alarms went off but I don’t remember waking up to stop them!
I honestly feel bad, like she’s not eating enough…. Like I’m starving her…. But, if she’s actually hungry she’ll let me know, right? She’s not starving…. right?
The first 2 and a half months were tough; literally waking up every 2 hours to feed, pump for 30 after, take 30-40 to go back to sleep, wake up and do it all again. Spent a week at the hospital just before 2 Months cuz she wasn’t gaining weight, she just kept losing and ended up having a feeding tube for almost a month! I’m BURNT OUT. EXHAUSTED. To say the least. So when I am able to get more sleep, I take it! But Mom Guilt…