Hard day

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Today has been a hard day it was my Grandmas Birthday and the first one without her here she passed a few months ago, before my daughter was born so she didn’t get to meet her but last year I got to tell her on her birthday that she was getting another great grandbaby and it was so special and she was so excited. I really wish she could have met my baby girl because I know she would have loved her so much! (we waited to find out our baby’s gender when she was born so my grandma didn’t get to find out) but I am so glad she isn’t hurting anymore and that she isn’t missing my grandpa anymore. I have been missing her a lot lately and after my baby was born my dad gave me her rocking chair to rock the baby in so I feel like a little piece of her is right there with me when I rock my baby. I have been trying to stay busy today with the laundry, dishes and having fun with my kids so that I won’t be upset.

My wearable S9 pro pumps and my wellness 1 pumps are coming in handy today and making my day a little bit easier so I can still get what I need to done and pump at the same time I just wish I had someone to do the dishes for me :joy:

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Happy birthday grandma !!! She’s there celebrating with you in spirit! And I’d like to think she meet your baby before you did!! So much love to you mama :people_hugging::pink_heart:

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Thank you you are too sweet!

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Of course !!! :pink_heart: you are too and deserve to share this moment and feel these feelings

They are valid

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I’m so sorry to hear about her passing. I know you must miss her a lot. It’s so hard when we lose a loved one, especially someone we were close with. On days like that, I try to do something in their memory and reminisce. On my mom’s birthday I buy her favorite cake and her favorite box of Merlot, and have a mini celebration by myself. It’s okay to cry. It’s been 3 years, and I still cry. It’s crazy how long it takes to get over someone’s death….i don’t think you ever get over it. Im sorry she never got to hold your baby. I love how Jessica said she probably got to meet your baby before she was born. I bet that’s true!

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Last night when I walked past the snake plant that was hers I saw that it had bloomed on her birthday it made me smile

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Thank you! My kids and I made bread pudding and koolaid (she used to make it for us every time we visited when we were kids) to celebrate her birthday.

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That is so sweet! I’m glad y’all did that!:heart:

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Awww I’m thinking of you. She sounds like she was so special too you and such an important part of your life. :two_hearts::two_hearts::two_hearts:

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Happy birthday to your grandma!!

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Thank you she was :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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Thank you!

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STOP IT I’m too emotional right now! This just made me cry in real life! Awh she said I’m here and I’m happy to see all my beautiful great grandbabies

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She gave my mom a plant when I was born and it has never bloomed in 34 years and about a month after she died it was covered in blooms :smiling_face_with_three_hearts:

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I can’t handle this! Cryinnggg

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I ugly cried when my mom send me a picture

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I know this was a few days ago but prayers to you, every time your in that rocking chair, she’s right beside you. :white_heart: Happy Belated Birthday to her. :wrapped_gift:

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I ugly cried from you just telling me hahaha

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Thank you so much Naee!

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