Weaning off pumping

Hi momma’s, so I’ve been weaning off pumping, it has been a hard decision to make as I want the best milk for my son. He’s been combo feeding since he was a newborn (he will be 4 months next week) I struggled hard with breastfeeding so I stopped 3 days after I gave birth. I know :(. So I started pumping instead and gave my son formula since I didn’t produce enough milk. 4 months later I’m hardly pumping anymore only once a day. My supply dropped even more. Unfortunately that is because pumping started becoming very hard for me it was messing with my mental health. But recently I have no desire to pump anymore. I do feel SO much better and I see that I have been loosing baby weight since I’ve been weaning it off. But I feel guilty because I want my son to get breast milk as well and not just formula. So I’m in a Facebook group trying to see if I can get breast milk donated! Has anyone gotten breast milk donated and how did it go?! I’d like some advice! :heart: